I've been having wedding dreams lately. Like...my wedding. Can't see the bride, but I see the dress. Can't see faces of the bridesmaids, but they're all in dresses. I see my groomsmen, the minister, everything else...but none of the women in the bridal party. I'm not gonna lie, it's kind of annoying. I have so many things I want to have for my wedding, ideas on how to propose, what I want the "Wedding Day Prep" playlist to look like, all of that. Just need the bride.
I've decided something about myself: Me (eventually) being happy and in a healthy relationship with someone else? Will only actually happen if I'm being happy and in a healthy relationship with...myself. I have to remember that even when my DAY isn't going well, my LIFE is good. There will be days when I'll have to find my own happiness, and that's okay. Life will always be good. This may sound lame to you, whoever is reading this, but so far? It's been helping me. So I'm gonna keep doing it...man.
There really isn't going to be a clear and concise ending to this. No loose ends will be tied up. And I would apologize, but no one reads this, soooo...prolly fine. :)
P.S. Did you guys know that The Dixie Cups were black??
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