I Keep Forgettin'

"I keep forgettin' we're not in love anymore. I keep forgettin' things will never be the same again.
I keep forgettin' how you made that so clear. I keep forgettin'" - Michael McDonald

(OK, I don't keep forgettin'. I'm fully aware. That song just happened to get stuck in my head when I was trying to decide how to title this post.)

Wow, it's been a year and a half. Holy shit, how time flies.

Here's what I've been up to since the Dudevorce:

HATING my job, and yet
Getting promoted. Twice.
Moving into a bigger/better apartment.
Performing with Owning November whenever we can
Missing you less and less

I mean, that's not to say I don't MISS you. I haven't FORGOTTEN about you. I'm just less sad. I'm still disappointed with how you (and I) acted when things ended, I'm just less mad. In fact, I'm not even mad at all. I can't cry anymore, I've done too much of that, and it was really bumming me out. So, whatever happiness you're looking for, I truly hope you find it.

To those of you who made it this far in my ramblings, good form. Everyone else? Not surprised. This doesn't make much sense unless you've lived in my head for awhile. :)

Be excellent to each other,

-Kevin